To the one I cannot forget

An open letter

I wish I could forget I ever met you but that wouldn't be fair, because my love for you is hard to let go. And that love makes it harder for me to forget you.

I still remember the time when I used to cry at 3 a.m, thinking of what we should have been, what we thought, what we were, and what we are now. There is this stupid problem with us humans, we collect memories, have conversations, take pictures, have moments, gifts and save them inside our heads forgetting how easy it is to hurt ourselves, to devoid ourselves with someone's physical presence nut we constantly make us go through the mental trauma.

When I think about it today, I don't understand where we went wrong, what changed us, what drove you to change so much. I don't know if any one of us was right in doing so, but we both knew we needed to love ourselves before we could love each other. I really want to tell you someday- when we meet again- how I loved you, and because I love you I can't be selfish with you. I can't hate you and so I end up forgiving you, hoping that maybe I will be able to forget you too, someday.

Even though we aren't together, I still can't look at you and see that you hate me.

from,

the one thinks frequently about you

R.

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